long time no talk. well lets just be upfront, i have taken to the bottle and am kinda tipsy. turns out i like my alcohol and have decided to medicate for my heart in this instance U 3 U
ugh why am i such a loser?
anyways, sorry i have not been updating much. you guess would probably have a better time following my tumblr. Its Andystarfish like everything else in my life.
but i have decided to join a art contest. i hope i do good (completely nervous)
is it sad how i kind of have given up on love right now in this stage of my life? like i honestly have. maybe everything will change when i hit 25, but right now i am basically dating myself and my frat boi is my bottle of fire ball. i don't drink often, in fact the opposite. but when i do, let me promise you that i take frat boi to another level. why do i hate myself and my liver?
man even though i am doing good....i am not doing good. finally moved on from some things...but once again i am caught trying to find myself.
i am 20 years old and am almost going to be 21 soon and i am trying to find myself for what....the 20, 000 time.
man art bro.
Listening to: lone digger by caravan palace
Drinking: fire ball. i hit the hard stuff.